Tuesday, December 21, 2010

I don't know when I'll finally be ready to show this blog to someone I can honestly trust 100% without doubting them.

Maybe I'll be able to show Sammi .. Idk. Since I have no one to turn to since she's gone right now at her game [wish her luckkk!!!], Imma just talk about my day. It was horrible ! I woke up at 10:38AM, thinking that was hecka late. Not really, I thought I'd wake up at 11 something. Ughh feeling already since my dad was home. -___- Ate food. Went on the computer.
Then later stupid things happened. I still strongly dislike my "dad." I am thhhiss close on hating him. But .. w.e
Stupid stuff. Not my day.

What's worse than feeling alone ?

Knowing that you have no one to turn to when you need it the most ..

Friday, December 17, 2010

Last Day Of School For 2010 !

Okay, once again it's been a while since I done these posts, but hmmm .. I'm still thinking if I should post about my days [[daily]]. A lot of friends have it now & it seems like I'm expressing a lil too much.

Woke up & I thought I was gonna be late ! I was tryna find that grey turtle-neck for TurtleNeckDay. Found out Dad is driving. YES. Listened to this song by Mariah Carey .. JOOOOY TOOOO THE WORRRLD somethingsomething BOYS & GIRLLLLS. HEHEHEHE. Noeeeeel, noeeeelllll. Arrived at school & went to Mr.Wing's w. Christal. Dude didn't allow me to cut any of my periods to go party in his. =.= Uhhhh. Spanish class, we finished watching 'A Million To Juan.' It was pretty chill. Math class was helllllla chillaxing. Thanks to Jenny who baked those deeeeelicious chocolate cake & Alexis for just making me laugh, like always. :) Pnasty's class was pretty fun today. Worked on the mission timeline/symbol+myth. Shadie & I barely got anything done. LOL. Nick aka thee only Republican in 3/4period scared me from the back & asked me if that was my SantaHat. I obviously said no cos Alexis letted me borrowed it for the day. I had no idea what happened, but he snatched it from my head. =.= HOLLLLLD UPPPP. How was I supposed to know that someone took YOURS ?? Had GingerMax & Blake rollinnng. LOL. But I guess it was funny since in the end, his was hidden in someone else's backpack, LOL. Uhhhh, kay lunch was the best. Omg, I had to type & print out the lil things for the timeline so that wasted a couple of minutes. OH & Thankkkk youuuu Angeeeeeeeeeeeela for the lil bag of sweets. Thank you Kellyyyyy for the lil card. :) OH & thank youuuu Gabriel for giving me the card+CookieMonster tee. :)))))) I was reaaally shocked that you got me that & you were my SecretSanta. LOL. Camera-whored. -hugs- UHHHHHH. Went to the cafeteria & just chilled & talked. Surprisingly, I loved today's lunch A LOOOOT. ♥ hehehehe. To top off all my happiness during that time, BOVER WASN'T HERE. LOLLLLLLLLL. Didn't have to dress & went straight to the Girl'sGym. HEHEHEHEHE. Played basketball, but I have NOOO bars. XD All the times I went for it, I missed by a centimeter .. =.= Freakn rim. Took pictures. The heat was bothering me SOOOO much since I was in a turtle-neck & my turtle-neck was bothering me cos it was a lil too short. Biology was alright. Did the presentations .. I thought I was such a noob. Afterschool was coolio. :) Hugs to my lovelies. & Then *sigh, one last look. Then went home. HAPPY HOLIDAYS!~~~~

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Friday, December 3, 2010

Grades & All


Procastination just keeeeps coming back. Went to Mr.Wing's & printed out my BeecheyOutline & started on the SpanishLetter. Uhhhh. Worked on the essay & stuff in English. Lunch was quite boring. Saw him & knew he was gonna not notice so whatever. ConnieBabes gave me half of her sugar coated & lemon jelly-something donut. :) The chocolate one that Gabriel gave like months back was WAAAAY better. :P PE. OMFG, Sammi & Cindy & Jenny & Angela went to BM & they ate a whole chicken for only $5. OMG, Should've went w. em. But .. hmmm. We had to run motherfckn 12 LAPS ! You kidddddding me. Nope, Bover wasn't. T-T But it wasn't like DYINNNNNNNNNG bad. Only cos it was some coooool weather. I swear, my chest started hurting near the end of my 1st lap in the 3rd mile. But I managed to still run/walk it .. sprinted the last one/race w. that JamesDude. I LOST T-T My chest was still hurtinnnnng ! T-T But I finished 2nd :D WOOT WOOOT. beated Cesar !!!!!! Damn, the AsianIWE was hella mean .. "You, move." >.> LIKE CALM YO FCKN BALLZ DUDE. But w.e UGHH. Biology .. new seats. I sit behind Itzamar :P Not bad not bad. Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Afterschool, went w. Jenz to the Main Library & borrowed nothing while her ass borrowed like a whole library. XD YAP YAP YAP.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

What I'm Thankful For ???

First off, I'm thankful for my existence in this world. I'm LIVING.
Madre, yes. She's the only one who I found out who's still strong raising us. It's been more than a yr since dad was missing out. ♥
Christalchristalchristal. I'll never tell you this, but you're my 2-yr-apart-role-model. Noob.
Familia Members :)
Okaaaay. My friends. Yes. I appreciate them, lemme correct that tho. My true friends.
JennyZhong, we been through some rough times this part 2 months. I'm glad we're cool again, even tho I know we're not thaaaat close. Sammi, Cindy, Angela, Tina ♥♥♥♥♥ Not a lot, but I'm happy w. them :)
I'm thankful for the education & clothes I have. LOL.
I'm thankful for .. you, James. That I met someone like you. Yes, I know, our times were not always the best. I know, it turned out to be bad .. But I experienced what was love, I guess. I still think of you. But yeah.
YUUUUUUUUUUP

HAPPY THANKSGIVING !

So I been waiting for my Aunt&cousin&Uncle to come since yesterday. I woke up in the middle of the night & was just moving around so much ; I'm a messy-sleeper ! XD When my mom was telling my sis & I to wake up .. y'know, we staaay sleeping in. I checked the phone to find out it was only 9:26AM ! GEEEESH, just about 40 more min. T-T Went to brush my teeth&the morning stuff. I heard uncle's voiiiice ! YESSS. Of course, they brought tons of oysters & this time, SO MUCH clothes ! THANK YOUUU. Jia had a fluffy little pillow pet that looked like a sheep, but is actually a dog. -______- Hehehe, I was just trying out new clothes. AHH, I LOVE THE NEW CARDIGANS & SKINNY JEANS & OMGOGMGMOG, my own NikeHoodie ; GREATTTT for track pracitce in the cold weather.
I srsly want a:
  • full length mirror
  • CLOSET/DRAWER w. Christal [we planning to put the dad's stuff somewhere else :P]
  • MORE cardigans
  • short shorts -- I knooow, it's really cold right now. But I just want 'em
  • MORE skinny jeans
  • BOOTS BOOTS BOOTS BOOTS -- low boots/uggs to be exact (;
  • scarf
  • pantene/herbalessences/garnierfructis shampoo&conditionerrrrr SO BAD
  • A BAG, NO NOT A PURSE, A FREAKN BAAAAG !
  • new bras LOL
  • MY CLEATS / TRACK SHOOOOES <3333
  • running shorts
  • sweats
  • more sweats
  • MORE BOOTS
  • a CAMERA~~~~~~~~**********
  • leggings, srsly !
  • striped socks LOL
  • gladiators
  • new vans
  • etc etc etc etcccc. !!!!!!! TOO MUCH >.<"
Mkayyy, change of plans. We didn't go to Japantown to eat sushi, instead, we went to Legendary Palace for some chinese food !!!! I was talking to Christal & Jia about SkylineBitches. Yes, I said SkylineBitches, NOT just Skyline. >.> RIVALS, DUHHHH. Kay, lemme break it to you in HarryPotterStyle:

TechBABBBBBY = MOST SPIRIT NO MATTER WHAT = Griffindor
OHigh = Neutral/We're cool w. emmm = Hufflepuff
SkylineBitches = FULL RIVALRY/HATE THEM SOOOO MUCH = Slytheron

Yes. We were talking bout cross country, the courses, track, experiences, rivalries, LOTS. Oh & that waitress/lady was HELLA rude .. worst customer service eveeeer. Rolling her fckn eyes, muttering stuff to herself .. bitch PUHLEEEZ. You make it seem like we can't eat those food ! NO, lemme get it straight ; we come here to eat aka we come here to fill our tummies aka we will pay for our food aka the money will go to your boss aka YOU will get paid. MKAY ? So shut the fuck up & quit rolling your god-damn eyes. Cos your face ain't that pretty .. so rolling your eyes don't make it any prettier. I'm just gonna stop .. not even go to your fckn attitude. MKAY.

Went home & just talked for a bit. The peepz went to SanFrann to visit their side of the family & do ChinatownShopping, LOL. It was cold anyways .. so we just stayed home. I ate some FlourDumplings made by the Mommahhh ~~ It was yummy & hot.

Aunt&Jia came back at like 6 something while I was in the middo of typing this .. so uhmmm. We went to the Broadway Buffet. HEHE, freeloaded on HELLA food. Seafoood alllllll the waaay. The Thanksgiving dinner was kinda ruined by the .. dad. He got me hella mad, saying I'm hella bad & shit for not coming home. No, dad, or sir. I know what I'm doing & what I'm doing is a good thing. I don't go home at your DESIRED time, not cos I'm out w. boys or smoking/taking drugs or partying or w.e kind of bad-shit you think I'm doing. I'm going to tutoring or aka CollegeTrackkkk. YOU READ THE FIRST WORD ?! COLLEGEEEE. Yes, DAD. That's the first two days .. then I'm out -- who picks me up ?! MOST DEF. NOT YOU. Instead someone else's dad does ! Even tho I can tell he doesn't really like me .. :/ But he's nice enough to do that .. And the other 2 days ?! I go to RUNNING. RUNNING FCKN DAD. You always be telling me to do exercise. Well now I am. =.= How many times do I needa tell you. Ugh. Fuck it.

Went home & yeahhh .. BLACK FRIDAY TMRRRRR ~~~~~~